Sunday, June 1, 2014

dil ki awaz..

is dil ne phir kuch kahan aj dil se,
phir se kuch awaz aayi mushkil se,
thoda sambhal thoda ruk gustakhiya dohra mat tu phir se....
maine palat kar kahan -
tu kya jane is mohabbat ka janoon,
tu kya samjhe jo mujhe chadha hain susur,
dubara zinda kia hain mujhe is gustakhi ne meri ehsaaso ko,
tu kya maane pyar ki hadho ko meri..
is par dil thoda hua udas maasom se dil ne phir uthai awaz-
han main jaanta teri mohabbat ka janoon,
haan main nhi smjhta tera chadha hain jo suroor,
na hi maanta hun pyar ki hadho ko teri,
tere ehsaas teri mohabbat tera suroor tera junoon,
tujhmein sama tabi tak jab tak saath tere main hun,
dard to khushi ko tere hansi ko tere aansuo ko sehne wala srf ek hun,
tujhe ishq karna seekhaya zaroor usne,
magar ishq ko karwaya srf tere is dil ne,

is par palat kar maine kahan-
sama gaya hain wo mujhmein ab puri tarah,
kurbaan ho chuki hun main uspar radha ki tarah,

dil bola-
pagli tujhmein samaya hua hun main puri tarah,
lekin teri wajh se bas gaya hain wo mere andar buri tarah,
are ek main hi to hun jo tere pyar ko sambhal ke rakhta hun,
ek main hi to hun jo tujhe pyar ka matlab seekhata rehta hun,
jo bi aynge tere kareeb ana padega pehle unhe mere nazdeek,
main hi hun jo tujhe sambhal kar rakhta hun,
main toot gaya to tut jaygi tu tera saara pyar tera sara junoon,
to sambhal ke rakh is dil ko badi keemat hain meri,
kurbaan kar mujhe beshak kisi aur ko par jo ho mere kaabil,
sambhal sake mujhmein tere base hue jasbaato ko,
tere saath saath jo pyar sake mujhko bhi.. tere is dil ko... :)))

Monday, December 16, 2013

Shyla...meri shyla

my baby my princess my barbie doll, she is my heart my life and my soul... when I look at her face ,
I get thrilled and can win any race, looking at her tiny twinkling eyes,
I desire to achieve more and bought her prize..
her cute tiny nose makes me jealous sometimes Mausi is not like her but her mother enjoying her alike...
her sweetest lips when smiles, I promised myself for never let it go for a single while..
her small toes when tried to move slow
I wish to take her down and make her grow..
her adorable hands when hold my fingers,
never want to leave them until my eyes get wrinkled...
her best part... shyla's cheeks, makes me crazy and I got ready to kiss..
our bonding is so unique but simple.so much connected to her I feel so humble..
proud to be her Mausi..world best little daughter
she kicked me like anything and I burst into laughter..
thank you so much for coming in our life..
you once again makes me alive... always love you my Angel blessed you always by every angle ;)
my pari..my chota sa baby
symbolic of love of my Jiju and didi.. stay blessed... :*

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

My heart.

magical life I am feeling now.. happiest fight I usually do somehow,, you are the precious one in surroundings of towns.. who can steal my heart and heal my wounds... I may hurt you many times, I may fooled you twice or thrice, appropriate words I couldn't gather to describe, you are the beautiful one in my tribes.. feel sorry for everything I did to you, I am sorry to hate and again to love you.. I wish I'll be blessed by showers of love and care, that's all can not be true without your presence here, have to compresed my words for confessing you, yes you are my life and I love you... I want to add on one more thing... tu hi to hain chain mera,dil mera,pyar mera tujhse hi to hain wajood mera,ehsaas mera,dastoor mera tu na ho to main na hun,meri ziNdAgI na ho,mera nishan na ho.. tere lie hi to main hun yahan tere lie hi to bana hain dil mera.. :))

Monday, September 2, 2013

Frnship differences...

Once upon a time there were true best buddies...
One is boy and second is girl who were in no worries..
They neglect the saying that a boy and girl can not be friends.
As they were heartily bonded and each others fans..
They love the most by each other,, They being teased most by each other,
No one knows what kind of relation they had,
But a kind of true feelings and pure soul they have..
No matter what circumstances they faced,
No matter whatever hard times they faced,
There support and trust has never makes them fade, Remarkable relation they create bwen themselves,
No words I have to describe there understandings in their shelves, Suddenly differences takes place without any genuine reason,
they doesn't help there frnship and let that go in prison,
We all know silence says alot of things, But here even words couldnt say anything,
Both wanted to patch up and express there love and affection, But there was something which makes them weaker by depression ,
May be they tried to gets over every bullshit ,
Unluckily that crap couldnt got unfit.But today is the birthday of the boy.. and she wanted to wish him luck and enjoy..
She is sorry for everything for cal which he wanted ,
But what is the reason for making distances she demanded..
God bless you everythng more then you deserve,
She is still cared for you and love.. Wherever that boy too cared for her in all aspects,
never say a bit to her perhaps she is waiting for the single step........

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

My first RJ script..

Good morning everyone... hii m RJ sugu and was eagerly waiting to chit chat with you all.. finally WO din aa hi gaya jiska mujhe bht besabri se intazar thaa.. I must say I love you all.. Jaise ki ye mera pehla show hain to main ise apne parents ke liye dedicate karna chahungi, to main aapko thoda borre kardun isse pehle aap suniye ye gana..1- ye to such hain ki bhagwan hain, Such mein dharti par roop ma baap ka us vidhata ki pehchan hain,, doston kya aapko nhi lagta ki hum zindagi ki daud mein apne parents ko bhulte jaa rhe hain, apni job tention wife ki tention baccho ki tention but humare parents ko sirf humari tention.. ye hi to hoti hain maa 2-maa meri maa pyari maa Mumma.. maa to maa to hoti hain uske jaisa koi nhi.. but papa bhi kam nhi hote aur beshak agar WO na hote to shayad hum na hote...he he I know bht zyada emotional ho gai hun par kya karun papa to humari jaan hain..3-mere daddy kitne pyare hain sabke daddy se bhi pyare hain.. daddy to hote hi sabse pyare hain mummy se bhi WO hi bachate hain.... heeheehe ye to suna hi hoga aap sabne that grlz are much close to there father and boyz are similar close to there mother.. but I am close to both of my parents.. I just love them.. 4-baago ke har pool ko apna samjhe baghban. Personally I love dis song.. my parents my grandparents kabhi humein khud se alag samjhte hi nhi.. par hum kyun unhe bhool jatein hain ,, patani hum bacche bhi kitne matlabi ho jate hain.. khair emotional drama mujhe apna band karna padega kyunki mere Abhi jana padega jiska mera bilkul bi man nhi hain..naahhiinnn.. par Jane se pehle I request u all ki please love your parents respect your parents and most important don't leave your parents.. ab main chalti hun bbyee tatazz jate jate sunakar jaati hun aapko ye gana..phir Miltein hain doston. 5-mummy ko papa se papa ko mummy se pyaaar hain

Someone wil call me mausi now.. :*

I was little when she used to hold me,
Cherishing smile I had when she comes to console me..
May be I would most irritating for her during her parties and get together,
My job was only to hear carefully there teenage chatters,
It was fascinating for me over that period of age,
On other side it was most dominating thing for her during her more critical phase,
Knowingly everything still i enjoyed those stupid things, Unique joy developed in me wen her hatred swings,
Yes we both are different but feelings are same,
Sisters we are thtswy our bonding beautifully framed,
We fought we abused we loved we hates,
She support she scold she is the one who chased,
Flashback revolves in front of my eyes,
As she got her soul mate and get married My heart filled with memories so I cried..
Tears shed for a days then life settled smooth,
I happily moved by eating her distance fruit,
Yes she is still with me having same feeling we had before,
But the life turned little due to her marriage chords,
I m doing good as she is happy with her life clarity,
Stars get added wen I heared about a little addition in her family,
Yes she is expecting she accept while shying sweetly, Unbelievable smile again she create for everyone so speedily, Like it all happens yesterday I wonder silently,
From her roka till her marriage takes placed I am feeling secretly, What a thrill I m having now can't describe you anymore,
Words are getting short to show my melodies inside my soul,
I am dancing I am laughing I am jumping I am clapping,
Yesss the word Mausi will address me for asking help in his/her napping..

How i born.. :D

My parents were happy with their two Enjoying with one boy and a girl too.. Suddenly they join themselves together, To get in love and get joined again each other, Love is the ray which enlighten a way, Pure in soul and provide happiness in each day, This may be the reason they forced to made in love again, Forgot they have a complete family and no need to regain.. After d day or night my mother felt something inside, one more live is going to born after months nine, everyone was same as usual they were before, Congratulates my mom with a vanilla smile therefore, Third child was the reason for any unchanged in there life's, Rest of two had already made them alive, Evotion was not the solution in old days, They couldn't kill anyone as per my grandma says, Surprisingly I born after the dilevery pain, I am so abnormal that I stretched out by an operation frame, My journey to this world was full of complications, As I sent to Delhi for some medically observations, I am a fighter from the day I born, As I initially fought wd god to just drawn, Now I am loving child of my parents and my siblings too, why I am here still searching for some new, My journey signifies that god pushed me in human face, Left me here for facing the biggest race, I am here to accomplish some task, God is inside me who guides me in each path, I am unwanted child and unexpected sister for my family members, But will surely make them proud someday by my own chambers.. Hmmmpphhh :D

Haaye re commerce

I was interested in science but involved wine ,,
Wine means to commerce and now I m future former.
Accounts economics both are based on currency,
Unfortunate currency became my urgency,..
Physical education meant to be fit , Perhaps m totally mentally unfit. Studied that buiseness studies have dynamic process,
Then wy I dun have even a single progress..
Language wch should be use is English,
what Traditions says is Indian should b hindi linguist..
Lovely Commerce superb education,
Guidance followers will alwaz in hesitation ,
No science no commerce or not any individual stream,
first lesson nd precious lesson is to being a nice human being..:)))

Thursday, September 15, 2011

MY SISTER'S BIRTHDAY...
we are two sisters with outstanding bonding with each other..

All the fairies are down on this earth,
dancing lightly with white stick in skirt..
Princess are singing songs for you,
everyone is clapping for special you..
Lucky i am as you are my sister,
your pure is heart and true like a crystal..
Birthday cakes and surprises all are waiting for you my lovely girl,
its a day for you be crazy and get happiness from this world.......  

LOVE U SIS........
MY DREAM....

Hey, today i want to share my dreams with my future members i hope they will.. as i m fresher on this blog..:P
how strange this life is naa..? i mean childhood to now our tastes our choices our hobbies get changed so rapidly..see pehle i never interested in writing poetry or any kind of stuff... but now its like my passion.. i couldn't  believe sometimes that it is mee only who has created of her own bolg.. hehe seriously amazing for mee...!!


Similarly i don't remember that day when i started dreaming for RADIO JOCKEY.... yes an RJ that is my dream to be... ya i was music freak who loves late night parties..ye baat aur hain kabhi gyi nhi.. lolzz... In short i just want to totally enjoy my life...i don't think tht there can be a better platform for me to chit chat continuously without any single stop for an hour except radio station... :D

 WHAT IS RADIO JOCKEY??
According to mee radio jockey is that person who has all freedom to express her message,feelings or anything to the audiences who are willing to listen you..its a that kind of platform where you can enjoy every single second.. where you will be alone but still you will be gathered  with lots of listeners .... single room with different music gadgets..can play music according to your heart or can play numbers of music at a single time together..... wow !! isn't it interesting..?? very interesting man.. dil khol ke bolo.. na koi rokne wala na koi tokne wala..wonderful..
actually it suits mee.. i m very very talkative and wants everyone to listen me only..main bolun aur sab chup.. hehe..lolz.. Bindaas life it will be after achieving my dream..fun,enjoyment,baatein shaatein,music,a meeting organized with celebrities..and a wel defined income with minimum struggle and numerous of fan following due to a single show...very impressive.. what else we want with life yaar..?
but i don't know why my parents are not in favor of my dream.. :( VERY DISAPPOINTING....


SO i realized that there is a huge difference between dream and ambition..!! i don't know wat will be your opinion regarding it but i feel it..my ambition and my dream are parallel..both are in opposite direction but little common..
my ambition - A HIGH COURT JUDGE OR A REPUTED LAWYER.......
doesn't matter to me.. because i know my self after accomplishing my aim,, i will definitely reach to my dream someday.. i wsh..   so what usmein bhi to bak bak karne ka hi to kaam hain.. hehe..
once i proved myself to my parents than I'll surely prove myself too..
looking forward to that special moment of my life.. desperately.. ME,, FUTURE RADIO JOCKEY IS COMING TO YOU GUYZ MERI BAK BAK SUNNE KI ADAT DAAL LO... :P :P :D

now its time to say bbyee.. :) thanks for ur patience.. mera bhashad .band.. ;) 
take care.. and enjoy your life and search your dream inside yourself.. search what you are and what you can bee...  
I AM NOT LOOSER....

I just hate to people in there own stripes,,
without understanding others they are all in pride...
Wanted to crack this wall of boundations than go and fly.,,
my ways are create by mee which wont be dry..
these ways are different but not so wrong,,
simplicity is no more here i want to be strong,,,,,,,,,

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Wanna be free bird like an angel.. i wanna fly like a bird... :D

Free birds built there own world,,they goes where they have to go,,can rest whenever they want to rest,,can enjoy wherever they want to enjoy... they can laugh in the rain,,can feel the pain in hot weather but still they just fly fly and fly....
Angels are like an lovely and pretty lady as in my point of view,,who gets love by everyone,,to whom everyone wants to love,,she leaves her own identity and a valuable reflection...wonderful heart and a heartbreaking smile..peaceful face without a single stress on her mind..


Its really not easy to being a free bird or an angel .... i have some aspirations,i have some dreams which are all my own but sometimes my faith has been faded to accomplished my aspirations,,i think i get failed to turn my dreams into reality..


I was a little girl of my parents and a cute kid of my sibling having lack of maturity and human sense,, unaware about the selfish humans and heart cracking peoples..who only wants to create her dreamland with the help of her dreams but couldn't found any way to achieve ...

After few days ,, i met with some people who totally changed the meaning of life to mee,, helped mee to making me realized that what actually i mean to them.. they found some answers of my secret full life - who i am..? ,, and what i born for ??
These were the only queries which i really wanted to figure out..And due to them it has became so simpler which i cant even think..my all complications were removed and solutions gets in...


so what if i m not free bird,i m a builder of my own real heaven due to these people.. so what if i m not an angel,,for these people i m not less than a princess..  I really wish these lovely people do not get vanished after sometime... or no one can teach me that -
YES THIS IS THE ONLY LIFE..PEOPLE STAY FOR SOMETIME AND WILL GET OUT FROM OUR LIFE AFTER COMPLETING THERE MOTTO'S IN ONE'S LIFE...  i really cant bear it anymore...

I believe  somewhere ,, they will stay with me forever and ever....

AN EVERLASTING RELATION WITH MY FAMILY,, MY BEST BUDDIES AND MY LOVE......
                                      A UNIQUE BOND WITH EACH OTHER..   


THANKS TO ALL OF THEM TO BEING WITH ME ALWAYS.. LOVE YOU ALL !!
When i being alone sometimes its feeling like to dead,, there is no one for mee in this bloody hell ...SHIT !
I ws an happening girl even i m an happening girl BUT the difference is this, that my happening  world and my happiness are being separated now..
Somehow there are some rabbles besides of jesters ,, all are living there life for someone or the other peoples... why do the peoples doesn't want to spend there life only for themselves..?? WHY THE HELL MAN ????


I have an answer ... because no one can enjoy there life alone,,no one will like to dance if there will no one to clap for them,appreciate to them,,no one will sing a song if there will no audience or no friends to get tap upon,, no person will like to chit chat alone with themselves only for a long............!!

BUT on the same point this issue has another phase too..millions of people loves to dance alone while in rain,,they like to sing alone in there own loud voice too as if no one is their to hear them,,wants to discuss with there own heart and try to find out some conclusions..
Staying alone is not tht much wired in fact sometimes it provides little joy,pleasure and a kind off magical smile on everyone's face..


KABHI KABHI CHOTI SI BAAT BHI IS KADAR DIL KO HANSA DETI HAIN KI HUM SAB KUCH BHULKAR KHUSH HO JATEIN.. YE KHUSHIYAN CHAHE DO HI PAL KI KYUN NA HO PAR WO KUCH PAL ZINDAGI BHAR EK PYARI SI YAAD BANKAR YAAD ATE HAIN....


weird is....
Leaving alone by forgetting someone you love or you being love.. it will be your unbeatable faults.. they actually mean you because they loves u for what you are...show you your importance and always makes u feel special somewhere in your horrible life.. but instead of horrible u will start to feel your life heaven..  you know why...?
due to the people whom you ignore..due to the people who adore you...


LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL GUY'S DON'T EVER SPOIL IT JUST FEEL IT AND TRY TO ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS U CAN...
Try to enjoy it individually,with someone special infact with everyone who mean even a bit in ur life.. in this single and beautiful life..
yes loneliness can be special too but only when you enjoy it without hurting anyone... and with someone special..?? ehh ! no comparison dude,, its impossible to explain how life is or how life will bee.....

ZINDAGI ROCKSSS !!!!! BUT ONLY IF U WANT IT TO ROCK....  :) :) 

feel for love...


Everything is glittering by your twinkling smile,
just to see u i can go for a mile,
no chit chat no nattering,silence is the feeling which can never be bind..
Days passes and night comes around,
memories are the things which is not for a while..
Tightly in your arms my face is on your heart,
its feels so special which makes me alive..
love is all spreading over here time to time,
its a power to heal you at every time........  :)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

FOR MY LOVELY TEACHERS..

Here is the wish comes from my heart,
too all my teachers who r like  my pal..
You create my future bright,
my life was in dark u made it shine..
Smtimes i get cruel to u,
smtimes i disrespect to u..
I ws a kid kind off unmature,
punish me for my faults now i respect uu..
My blood like instructors u are,
as harmful if less or beneficial if more ur instructions are...
Knowledge is the key of success tht everyone knowz,
victory is unlocked by ur support tht i knwz...
Notes making , exam checking makes sleepless nights of urs,
illustrate me lessons nd sharp my memories by loosing of urs..
Our parties,birthday celebrations are the joyfull days,
which i can never forgot in any wayz..
Ur believes ur faiths helps us to move onn,
never say u tired tried ur best u say so i won..
Salutation is not enough for ur endless efforts without any rest,
but i can say i adore u my teacher u r the best... :) :)




Monday, July 12, 2010

MY LOVE...

starting phase of my writing...

Alwaz b happy lyke a superstar,
dan she will b happy as u r her star...
As happiness of  someone depends upon ur smile..ur cheers..,
As pain of someone depends upon ur strain..ur tears..
She can b alone for u,
She dun let u alone , she luvs u..
she dnt want anythng in return except ur smile..
she dnt want anythng in return except ur own smile..


u r her lyfe..ur her soul,
her eyes says,dun leave her alone..
She vll die if u cry,
she said i love u nd u will shy,,
Marry me ma luv. marry me ma luv,
till d end of ma lyfe i gve u ma luv
M completely urs..no one is mine,
u r my soul,u r my devine..
touch me soft hold me tight,
make me urs ma mr. right...





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LONELINESS....

 my first poem... not exactly poem just a trial.. LOL

I dnt knw why i m upset,
struggling 2 knw bout dis secret...


I hve no one in dis lonely life,
I hve no right 2 interfair in smeone's lyfe..
I dun knw wy i m upset,
struggling 2 knw bout dis secret...


I m jss a simple girl who misbelieve  someone,
I m jss a stupid grl who s betrayed by someone..
I dun knw wy m upset,
struggling 2 knw bout dis secret..

Sunday, July 11, 2010

mee...

Heya...its mee sugandha...


ma frnz called me by different names as ma real name s of 8 letters.. ( kaafi lamba hain na)
pumpkin,sugu,sughi,moto,supari r few names of mine given by dem...( han han i knw ki kam hain..zyada nhi hain..)
m really very very talkative nd dimag chatu..lolz
a silly nd stupid girl who s totally muzic freak as i love 2 sing , i love 2 dance , nd love 2 listen....a biggest fan of rajeev khandelwal.. muhaa..i luv him..
i love 2 make frnz..nd only one i thnk i mostly expected wd them s loyalty..honesty 2wards dere frnship thts all i want wd them..
m very possessive 2wards ma family..ma fnz nd ma love...
m damn emotional..as u can cal me emotional fool..lolz
but i m still searching fr a gud frn who can take me as d way i m.. who can understand tht i cnt b perfect..:(
as if ill b honest.. thn d one thng vch i want 2 tell bout me s dat m totally a CONFUSED personalty....
i cant gt maself , tht exactly wat i m... m still getting through of dis biggest mystery of ma lyfe..
dun knw how much tyme t will take.. bt ill found it out smeday i hope... :)


its mee...