dil ki awaz..

is dil ne phir kuch kahan aj dil se,
phir se kuch awaz aayi mushkil se,
thoda sambhal thoda ruk gustakhiya dohra mat tu phir se....
maine palat kar kahan -
tu kya jane is mohabbat ka janoon,
tu kya samjhe jo mujhe chadha hain susur,
dubara zinda kia hain mujhe is gustakhi ne meri ehsaaso ko,
tu kya maane pyar ki hadho ko meri..
is par dil thoda hua udas maasom se dil ne phir uthai awaz-
han main jaanta teri mohabbat ka janoon,
haan main nhi smjhta tera chadha hain jo suroor,
na hi maanta hun pyar ki hadho ko teri,
tere ehsaas teri mohabbat tera suroor tera junoon,
tujhmein sama tabi tak jab tak saath tere main hun,
dard to khushi ko tere hansi ko tere aansuo ko sehne wala srf ek hun,
tujhe ishq karna seekhaya zaroor usne,
magar ishq ko karwaya srf tere is dil ne,

is par palat kar maine kahan-
sama gaya hain wo mujhmein ab puri tarah,
kurbaan ho chuki hun main uspar radha ki tarah,

dil bola-
pagli tujhmein samaya hua hun main puri tarah,
lekin teri wajh se bas gaya hain wo mere andar buri tarah,
are ek main hi to hun jo tere pyar ko sambhal ke rakhta hun,
ek main hi to hun jo tujhe pyar ka matlab seekhata rehta hun,
jo bi aynge tere kareeb ana padega pehle unhe mere nazdeek,
main hi hun jo tujhe sambhal kar rakhta hun,
main toot gaya to tut jaygi tu tera saara pyar tera sara junoon,
to sambhal ke rakh is dil ko badi keemat hain meri,
kurbaan kar mujhe beshak kisi aur ko par jo ho mere kaabil,
sambhal sake mujhmein tere base hue jasbaato ko,
tere saath saath jo pyar sake mujhko bhi.. tere is dil ko... :)))

Shyla...meri shyla

my baby my princess my barbie doll, she is my heart my life and my soul... when I look at her face ,
I get thrilled and can win any race, looking at her tiny twinkling eyes,
I desire to achieve more and bought her prize..
her cute tiny nose makes me jealous sometimes Mausi is not like her but her mother enjoying her alike...
her sweetest lips when smiles, I promised myself for never let it go for a single while..
her small toes when tried to move slow
I wish to take her down and make her grow..
her adorable hands when hold my fingers,
never want to leave them until my eyes get wrinkled...
her best part... shyla's cheeks, makes me crazy and I got ready to kiss..
our bonding is so unique but simple.so much connected to her I feel so humble..
proud to be her Mausi..world best little daughter
she kicked me like anything and I burst into laughter..
thank you so much for coming in our life..
you once again makes me alive... always love you my Angel blessed you always by every angle ;)
my pari..my chota sa baby
symbolic of love of my Jiju and didi.. stay blessed... :*

My heart.

magical life I am feeling now.. happiest fight I usually do somehow,, you are the precious one in surroundings of towns.. who can steal my heart and heal my wounds... I may hurt you many times, I may fooled you twice or thrice, appropriate words I couldn't gather to describe, you are the beautiful one in my tribes.. feel sorry for everything I did to you, I am sorry to hate and again to love you.. I wish I'll be blessed by showers of love and care, that's all can not be true without your presence here, have to compresed my words for confessing you, yes you are my life and I love you... I want to add on one more thing... tu hi to hain chain mera,dil mera,pyar mera tujhse hi to hain wajood mera,ehsaas mera,dastoor mera tu na ho to main na hun,meri ziNdAgI na ho,mera nishan na ho.. tere lie hi to main hun yahan tere lie hi to bana hain dil mera.. :))

Frnship differences...

Once upon a time there were true best buddies...
One is boy and second is girl who were in no worries..
They neglect the saying that a boy and girl can not be friends.
As they were heartily bonded and each others fans..
They love the most by each other,, They being teased most by each other,
No one knows what kind of relation they had,
But a kind of true feelings and pure soul they have..
No matter what circumstances they faced,
No matter whatever hard times they faced,
There support and trust has never makes them fade, Remarkable relation they create bwen themselves,
No words I have to describe there understandings in their shelves, Suddenly differences takes place without any genuine reason,
they doesn't help there frnship and let that go in prison,
We all know silence says alot of things, But here even words couldnt say anything,
Both wanted to patch up and express there love and affection, But there was something which makes them weaker by depression ,
May be they tried to gets over every bullshit ,
Unluckily that crap couldnt got unfit.But today is the birthday of the boy.. and she wanted to wish him luck and enjoy..
She is sorry for everything for cal which he wanted ,
But what is the reason for making distances she demanded..
God bless you everythng more then you deserve,
She is still cared for you and love.. Wherever that boy too cared for her in all aspects,
never say a bit to her perhaps she is waiting for the single step........

My first RJ script..

Good morning everyone... hii m RJ sugu and was eagerly waiting to chit chat with you all.. finally WO din aa hi gaya jiska mujhe bht besabri se intazar thaa.. I must say I love you all.. Jaise ki ye mera pehla show hain to main ise apne parents ke liye dedicate karna chahungi, to main aapko thoda borre kardun isse pehle aap suniye ye gana..1- ye to such hain ki bhagwan hain, Such mein dharti par roop ma baap ka us vidhata ki pehchan hain,, doston kya aapko nhi lagta ki hum zindagi ki daud mein apne parents ko bhulte jaa rhe hain, apni job tention wife ki tention baccho ki tention but humare parents ko sirf humari tention.. ye hi to hoti hain maa 2-maa meri maa pyari maa Mumma.. maa to maa to hoti hain uske jaisa koi nhi.. but papa bhi kam nhi hote aur beshak agar WO na hote to shayad hum na hote...he he I know bht zyada emotional ho gai hun par kya karun papa to humari jaan hain..3-mere daddy kitne pyare hain sabke daddy se bhi pyare hain.. daddy to hote hi sabse pyare hain mummy se bhi WO hi bachate hain.... heeheehe ye to suna hi hoga aap sabne that grlz are much close to there father and boyz are similar close to there mother.. but I am close to both of my parents.. I just love them.. 4-baago ke har pool ko apna samjhe baghban. Personally I love dis song.. my parents my grandparents kabhi humein khud se alag samjhte hi nhi.. par hum kyun unhe bhool jatein hain ,, patani hum bacche bhi kitne matlabi ho jate hain.. khair emotional drama mujhe apna band karna padega kyunki mere Abhi jana padega jiska mera bilkul bi man nhi hain..naahhiinnn.. par Jane se pehle I request u all ki please love your parents respect your parents and most important don't leave your parents.. ab main chalti hun bbyee tatazz jate jate sunakar jaati hun aapko ye gana..phir Miltein hain doston. 5-mummy ko papa se papa ko mummy se pyaaar hain

Someone wil call me mausi now.. :*

I was little when she used to hold me,
Cherishing smile I had when she comes to console me..
May be I would most irritating for her during her parties and get together,
My job was only to hear carefully there teenage chatters,
It was fascinating for me over that period of age,
On other side it was most dominating thing for her during her more critical phase,
Knowingly everything still i enjoyed those stupid things, Unique joy developed in me wen her hatred swings,
Yes we both are different but feelings are same,
Sisters we are thtswy our bonding beautifully framed,
We fought we abused we loved we hates,
She support she scold she is the one who chased,
Flashback revolves in front of my eyes,
As she got her soul mate and get married My heart filled with memories so I cried..
Tears shed for a days then life settled smooth,
I happily moved by eating her distance fruit,
Yes she is still with me having same feeling we had before,
But the life turned little due to her marriage chords,
I m doing good as she is happy with her life clarity,
Stars get added wen I heared about a little addition in her family,
Yes she is expecting she accept while shying sweetly, Unbelievable smile again she create for everyone so speedily, Like it all happens yesterday I wonder silently,
From her roka till her marriage takes placed I am feeling secretly, What a thrill I m having now can't describe you anymore,
Words are getting short to show my melodies inside my soul,
I am dancing I am laughing I am jumping I am clapping,
Yesss the word Mausi will address me for asking help in his/her napping..

How i born.. :D

My parents were happy with their two Enjoying with one boy and a girl too.. Suddenly they join themselves together, To get in love and get joined again each other, Love is the ray which enlighten a way, Pure in soul and provide happiness in each day, This may be the reason they forced to made in love again, Forgot they have a complete family and no need to regain.. After d day or night my mother felt something inside, one more live is going to born after months nine, everyone was same as usual they were before, Congratulates my mom with a vanilla smile therefore, Third child was the reason for any unchanged in there life's, Rest of two had already made them alive, Evotion was not the solution in old days, They couldn't kill anyone as per my grandma says, Surprisingly I born after the dilevery pain, I am so abnormal that I stretched out by an operation frame, My journey to this world was full of complications, As I sent to Delhi for some medically observations, I am a fighter from the day I born, As I initially fought wd god to just drawn, Now I am loving child of my parents and my siblings too, why I am here still searching for some new, My journey signifies that god pushed me in human face, Left me here for facing the biggest race, I am here to accomplish some task, God is inside me who guides me in each path, I am unwanted child and unexpected sister for my family members, But will surely make them proud someday by my own chambers.. Hmmmpphhh :D